what was i to you?

Lyrics

there are different kinds of loneliness, and i have always been good, good at raising up the drawbridges, good at knocking on wood, i could make myself invisible, i could be a better liar, anything would be better, than to sit here and wonder, what was i to you?, some kind of life lesson?, or something worth forgetting?, just a stray you let in?, what was i to you?, a stain on your perfect record?, a slip, a blip, a wrong chord?, i get why you had to go, but the thing i really want to know, is what was i to you?, i can't claim what i gave away, keep the fire but not the flame, feel my face on your face again, hey, hey, you know i've told you this a, thousand times, except i never press 'send', but anything would be better, than to sit here and wonder, what was i to you?, some kind of life lesson?, or something worth forgetting?, just a stray you let in?, what was i to you?, a scratch on your favourite record?, a slip, a blip, a wrong chord?, i get why you had to go, but the thing i really want to know, is what was i to you?, just in case you were ever wondering, what you were to me, you were the biggest let-down, the one, who got the power just by being so weak, you wasted all my time, moved on at the, speed of light, i don't know what to believe, i remember everything you said, that night inside our tent by the torchlight, do you remember how i made you laugh?, you said, 'i hope i die before you', i remember walking through a forest, you said that you thought we might be dreaming, then we made it to the top of a waterfall, and we jumped down hand-in-hand and screaming, remember the feeling, remember the feeling, remember the feeling, what was i to you?