what's good for me

Lyrics

i ain't no queen of hearts, i go through stages, i fall in love then complicate it, yeah, you know the feeling, without much hope just blind ambition, pretending that there's nothing missing, i always kept believing, that more, i thought if i had more i wouldn't get so bored, but everything just left me empty, love walking in and out of my door, wasn't good enough no more, when i don't trust myself life really sucks, and first time i thought it but i didn't do it, last time, that's when i really blew it, so this time i'm gonna do it different, 'cause i know, i know, i know, if i put everything i have into it, eventually i'm gonna get what's good for me, i'm just trying to be creative, but everyone's so opinionated, wanna tell me what i'm feeling, 'cause one man's junks another's treasure, when it's done it's hard to measure or keep from believing, that more, if only i had more, i wouldn't get so bored, but i know it's gonna leave me empty, life, walking in and out of my door wasn't good enough no more, when i don't trust myself i'm gonna get stuck, 'cause i don't want to live my life wondering, if only i would've, i should've, i could've, but i didn't 'cause i only blame myself again, first time i thought it but i didn't do it, last time, that's when i really blew it, so this time, this time, this time, if i put everything i have into it, eventually i'm gonna get what's good for me,