up to me

Lyrics

look, where i go from here?, just lost my father last year, but i still, remain to keep it real like dollar bills, i drop tears, can't believe my daddy's gone, rabbit come home, why ya left us all alone?, but i'm comin man, just wait at the gates, i'ma be runnin man, arms open, eyes wide, full a love, you watched me come up from a scrub, now ya see ya son ridin everyday on dubs, but i wish, i could share them times wit' you, it got me pissed, this family and my momma, too, but please brah, won't ya come back for lil wayne, and see cita, mrs. rose, sheryl, kemp and plus sinetra, dawg, we really miss ya, and it ain't all that cool livin off pictures, ah man, visit while i'm sleep, write a note or call me, can't believe you left me to be a small man, but i know it wasn't meant to be, that's why i suck up all the game that you sent to me, it's up to you, wayne, nigga, stay up and keep it real, it's all on you, man, my nigga, i know how you feel, just be strong, 'cause everythang gon' be alright, i know it's hard tryna make but it's gon' be alright, alright i know it, see i got a child, i know i'm young, but when you left dawg, thangs got wild, i know you probably sayin 'damn, you raisin children now?', but it's all gravy i'm with baby makin millions now, so i still smile, i'm takin care ya wife bra, ain't nothin changed, if i still come home late at night she fuss, but it's still the ol' same ol', same ol', thangs go, up and down like rainbows, we maintain though, so you know who payin the bills now, ah hah, still flossin, give my audience the chills, ah hah, i got all my game from you, man i ain't gon' lie, but i'm still thuggin nigga, playa you think i ain't gon' ride?, but slim and b done slowed me done and brought the talent out me, yeah slim and b done showed me 'round, all a the jags around me, and i ain't goin' no where, that nigga stuck wit' me, and make you and my people happy, man it's up to me, i know you know i'm thinkin' 'bout ya, you be on my mind, i know ya see me everytime watchin the boys shine, and i know that ya see i put out my own cd, and picture this, your little boy even on tv, but i swear it's off the heezy, weezy, say it's cool, you can believe me, i like how they treat me, i'm doin' what ya say, don't let a nigga try me, and i don't let a fine, pretty broad get by me, don't let nothin' pull me off track from my hobby, oh yeah, and i don't leave my room sloppy, but the same thang make ya laugh, make ya cry, and everybody that ya love it's like they have to die, i pray to the lord everyday and ask him why, and ask him to bless your soul everytime i pass by, i know he doin' it, and leavin all the love to me, and i'ma prove it, and show ya daddy it's up to me, i mean it's up to me man, just watch over me, and it's gon' be all gravy man, leavin big, treatin me all good, everythang else be all good, rest in peace ya heard me, i'll be there