this nightmare will never end

Lyrics

sometimes i feel like i don't wanna face myself and run away. in silence, all the memories, sentences that i just didn't wanna say. oh yesterday, walking in silence, i could face my fears and try not to forget, where i belong - where do i come from?, i was flying like a raven, bringing sadness to you all, then my heart broke into pieces, that's when i started to fall, i have walked on the path of solitary victim. in silence, i spoke the tongue of the dumb and no one listened. no one listened to me, walking in silence, i just didn't listen, i didn't want to know, where i belonged - what the hell i did to myself, i was flying like a raven, bringing sadness to you all, then my heart broke into pieces, that's when i started to fall, now i close my eyes, for all the shame i feel inside, i know i hate myself, for all the things i've said, and all the things i've done, and every time i think about it now, i would kill myself. but i just wanna face this, you come to reach the darkest level, and you don't know what it means, then realize you live a nightmare when you thought it was a dream, you can say that you're so sorry, for all the mess that you have been through, but only when you'll free yourself you'll get to have the best for you, i was flying like a raven, bringing sadness to you all, then my heart broke into pieces, that's when i started to fall, now i close my eyes, for all the shame i feel inside, i know i hate myself, for all the things i've said, and all the things i've done, and every time i think about it now, i would kill myself. but i just wanna face this, this nightmare will never end. this nightmare will never end. this nightmare will never end. this nightmare will never end.