think i'm sick

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i'm sick i think i'm sick, sometimes i think i get like this, i bite my tongue, i clench my fists, resist at first and then reverse, the night knows me by name, its shadow trained to dull the pain, all the black begins to blur, resist at first and then immerse, it tires me, it makes me sad, to think of all the nights i've had, eyes shut tightly, i shut down, won't be that much longer now, in the quiet, in the dark, all my ideals fall apart, when they come for me again, resist with everything i am, it tires me, it makes me sad, to think of all the nights i've had, eyes shut tightly, i shut down, won't be that much longer now, i'm sick, i think i'm sick, sometimes i think i get like this, i bite my tongue, i clench my fists, resist at first and then reverse, life's a war, you pick your fight, i think mine picks me first most nights, if i should wake before i die, then promise me you'll never get this sick inside, can't undo a word i said, years of struggle still ahead, all the trouble in my head, i wish i were good instead, i'm sick, i think i'm sick, sometimes i think i get like this, i bite my tongue, i clench my fists, resist at first and then reverse, my adversary knows me well, she's out for blood, too soon to tell, if i'll outsmart these lies of hell, and think my sick self back to health