tears on my pillow

Lyrics

i think i finally understand, how you could love someone and leave them. it must be hard to be a man, holding back so many feelings. i saw you slip away, long before you gave reasons, couldn't hold you down if you wanted to go, each time i try, my tears land straight on my pillow, each time i try, my tears land straight on my pillow, each time i try, my tears land straight on my pillow, cause there's no other way for me to let go, i didn't wanna even care, i didn't wanna even miss you, cause you told me you'd be there, now should i even try to reach you?, i look in the mirror, i see your face in mine, and it's much clearer now, i need you in my life, but, each time i try, my tears land straight on that pillow, each time i try, my tears land straight on that pillow, each time i try, my tears land straight on that pillow, cause there's no other way for me to let go, i see it in your eyes, your laugh is a disguise, it used to be magic to me, you're giving me no choice, i hear it in your voice, and it's so sad to me, but i think forgiveness is the season, wish you could stay i have my reasons, i'm still trying to hold on, to something that's gone, can't make you stay here with me, oh but each time i try, it's like i'm crying in vain, each time i try, my tears land straight on that pillow, each time i try, my tears land straight on that pillow, cause there's no other way for me to let go, each time i try, my tears land straight on that pillow, each time i try, my tears land straight on that pillow, each time i try, my tears land straight on that pillow, cause there's no other way for me to let go