syndrome

Lyrics

i take a deep breath, the smell might get me high, you get fucked up just to get by, i sleep all day cause i can't open my eyes, you pissed it all away, and never said goodbye, the strength i find, i find on the inside, and i will not apologize, we are so scared of, what's around the corner, that's why we try to destroy the order, chaos won't let us see, what's coming around the bend, the journey is more important than the end, the strength i find, i find on the inside, and i will not apologize for my prize, i guess you didn't know, it's not a weakness, it's just my syndrome, you will never know, the depth of my syndrome, you will never know, the depth of my syndrome, why do we try to die?, syndrome, why do we try to die?, syndrome, the pills will make it go away, depression is my only friend, i'm never getting better, and i don't want to anyway, the strength i find, i find on the inside, and i will not apologize for my prize, the angels are calling me home, i guess you didn't know, it's not a weakness, it's just my syndrome, why do we try to die all the time?, isn't it just enough to be alive?