six feet down under

Lyrics

now you don't have to accept my fears, but you better respect my fear, and i know i don't have to explain myself to you, but i might feel better if i try, so, there's a part of me that's not sure if i'm here, yea, there's a definite part of me that don't believe in the now, and that's just the start of it cause i ain't convinced you're all real, there might be an art to it but i don't think i got the skill, bless your heart, but you don't know how i feel, i'll do my part, and try to explain, yea, you might be smart, but you don't know how this feels, no matter the words in your heart you can keep em, cause life is like doing time when you're dead inside, i don't wanna hurt no more, i don't wanna feel like before, i don't want to settle the score, i don't wanna die here, i don't wanna hurt no more, i don't wanna feel like before, i don't want to settle the score, i don't wanna die, sometimes i get so low that i swear i could cry, bless your heart, but you don't know how i feel, i'll do my part, and try to explain over and over and over again, yea, you might be smart, but you can't know how this feels, no matter the words in your heart you can keep em, cause this life is making a fucking fool out of me, and no one can tell me if it's just my fucking mind playing dirty tricks on me, i don't wanna hurt no more, i don't wanna feel like before, i don't want to settle the score, i don't wanna die here, i don't wanna hurt no more, i don't wanna feel like before, i don't want to settle the score, i don't wanna die here, i don't wanna hurt no more, i don't wanna feel like i did, i just wanna know, i don't wanna hurt no more, i don't wanna feel like i did, i just wanna live, sometimes i get so low that i swear, baby, i just can't figure out which way is up, and these things that i'm seeing, thy combat what i'm feeling, and i just need to know if i've really survived