shadow of myself

Lyrics

this sickness i'm afflicted with, has got my brain decaying, addicted to its wickedness, this dangerous game i'm playing, i know my god has damned me, my fate remains unmolded, guess it runs in the family, my sense of self corroded, rage and hatred, untethered, heads and appendages severed, i can't be saved by confession, endure this torture forever, this aimless anger will fester, and pain will make me remember, i'm on the edge of life and death, and i ain't gettin' better, lungs filled up with sweat and mud, unclean, diseased, body wet with blood, when it comes to carnage i can't get enough, ever since mom and dad force fed me some, way past saving, can't be helped, just a shadow of myself, feel your darkness cascade over me, make me evil, feed me hell, i'm a shadow of myself, swallow my soul, take control of me, hold your holy bibles tight, you're sinking in this swamp, there's no key to your survival, that's a door that's locked, dissected head to toe, you'll be opened up, the only friend you'll get to know is a loaded gun, my blackened blood is boilin', i feel my fear no more, the scent of dead flesh spoilin', have i become a corpse?, spiders climb up my spine, feel their venom in my veins, this torment is divine, the reaper i'll embrace, when i'm made a god, i will take a bow, evil forged a bond, she won't break her vows, now you know the price, gotta pay it now, if you have a life, time to lay it down, heed not the voice of reason, it only tells you lies, obey your sins and demons, then see through evil's eyes, way past saving, can't be helped, just a shadow of myself, feel your darkness cascade over me, make me evil, feed me hell, i'm a shadow of myself, swallow my soul, take control of me, blood is in the air, my tongue can taste the gore, smell it on my breath, the flavor i've been craving for, what's the matter, what's happenin'?, i've been served up a platter of pathogens, trapped within a macabre massacre, by a family of sadistic savages, ain't seen a chainsaw yet, but i will by the end, i'll bet, i can sense the presence of evil, settled deep in this residence, i've already been through shit, and still haven't seen how bad it gets, crashin' their party, bash in their heads, pick up a weapon and splatter the rest, this violence has me laughin', after makin' a massive mess, i guess i'm past the point of saving, i'd rather end up dead, give in to your temptation, transcend mortality, why let yourself be bound by, mortal morality, way past saving, can't be helped, just a shadow of myself, feel your darkness cascade over me, make me evil, feed me hell, i'm a shadow of myself, swallow my soul, take control of me,