self deprecation

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there is a plague growing inside of me, eating the way of my motivation, taking my days one by one, self-depreciation, oh i don't know how much time i have left, if these thoughts keep consuming my head, you're not good enough. why are you trying?, and you constantly feel like dying, you're always falling never flying, so why are you still trying, it's a war i've fought before, maybe this time i'll win, and a new light will shine on me, a new life will begin, but i don't know how much time i have left, if these thoughts keep consuming my head, you're not good enough. why are you trying?, and you constantly feel like dying, you're always falling never flying, so why are you still trying, here i am again, will my mind ever come to amends