rebirth

Lyrics

oh bright sun of the night i lift my eyes up to thee, oh ye amber golden light let the dark sweep over me, mighty cauldron, oh nidus, i surrender all to thee, panacean nothingness when nothing is left, these dreadful shades, dancing in my dwindling sight, and crying out these hollow words, a straying soul in my scorching flesh, dying down amid this fucking blaze, my swooning world, infested by strident cries, in a worship of the void, all vanishing in a dull and distant noise, oh bright sun of the night i lift my eyes up to thee, oh ye amber golden light let the dark sweep over me, mighty cauldron, oh nidus, i surrender all to thee, panacean nothingness when nothing is left, this was my rebirth, as one with pain and with distress, sweet surrender in serenity, will i remember this womb at all?, will i ever know?, oh bright sun of the night i lift my eyes up to thee, oh ye amber golden light let the dark sweep over me, mighty cauldron, oh nidus, i surrender all to thee, panacean nothingness when nothing is left, i am not here, i do not last, i am the grain in the earth, i am the wave in the deep, i am the softly whispered word, in the murmuring autumn breeze, in front of antumnos' gate, i beheld the mirror in the lake, recognize i did not, nor did i comprehend, oh bright sun of the night i lift my eyes up to thee, oh ye amber golden light let the dark sweep over me, mighty cauldron, oh nidus, i surrender all to thee, panacean nothingness when nothing is left, this was my rebirth