rain

Lyrics

you know man i learned somethin', that life is life regardless, you only get one, good or bad, you just gotta make the best if it, look, i used to couldn't stand the rain, now the storms it came me sane like i'm immune to pain, i know this shit never stays the same it always bound to change, i came from essex hunnid deep to barely round the gang, i'm still the same no limit nigga i just found the lane, now i'm the first born son my mama proud to say, and now she all smiles i had to take the frowns away, used to be a wild child i had to calm down, my grandma used to worry pray for me i'm grown now, success leadership i gained it on my own wow, and now my grandma gone they want me to be strong how, i might just loose it all you say somthin' to me wrong bow, don't stare at me too long uncomfortable my phone foul, i fuck around curse out the courtroom at my own trail, like fuck the judge you never wanted to give me a chance, don't wanna see me greet the people see me shaking hands, don't want your kids watching my shit on mtv jams, so if i honour any honour nigga i'l be damned, i'm fighting' cases now the judge want me to go to school, i graduated from the street what i'm supposed to do, you don't understand my lifestyle what i'm goin' thru, just think about if you was me and what if i was you, a nigga try and take my life ain't i'm supposed to shoot, if i stay in the hood will i grow up as old as you, when niggas raise they own sister gotta hold her too, you mother had a nose to smell their had a nose to toot, you feel me, i speak the truth i know that shit just make you want to kill me, but nigga this the real me, my labels want to deal me, the fuck that shit i hold off and make them labels feels me, see my vision i'm the business nigga couple mill me, once i run up a milli, thank the lord i'm in my bag, run up another milli, oh thank you lord i'm in my bag, remember in school when it was cold outside, me and lil sis we ain't had no cash, couldn't take a bus we ain't had no pass, moms at work we ain't had no ride, now i might be in bermuda on a beach house riding' scooters, i just might jump in the bentley, i spent 20 thou on uber, nigga know i still be with them shooters, and the road ya i keep them on standby, real street nigga i ain't never goin fold, follow that code only thing i stand by, and i been on road like err' night, doin' shows like err' night, feel like a vampire miss a flight got a nigga on stand by, born at midnight that's a red eye, say i ain't on the grind you a damn lye, remember 2012 i was in the van high, ridin' with a couple pf my guys, couple of my niggas dead now, see a lot of my niggas disapear before my eyes, couple of em in the feds now, if i kill a nigga dead would it make me the bad guy, and they actin' like i'm scared now, don't think that you won't end up on the red eye, still running' them hittaz now, i don't wanna relax, i don't wanna close my eyes, last thing great granny said is why, start think' to my self will the tears come from my eyes, granny please would you stay alive, start praying' up to god tears running' down my eyes, could you please help her stay alive, right side of her body still parazlized, now i really wanna scream wanna yell now, you ain't gotta keep fightin' i can't keep fighting, go be with mary we buried now, i can still hear voice for you all in my chest, i can still see the spirit all in the air now, there still be a lil part still left in my heart since you left i don't really care now