questioning my sanity

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i'm saving my piss in a jar, this depression has gone too far, i'm lying here in bed, am i alive or am i dead, i'm questioning my sanity, the paint chips are kicking in, desperation bubbles my skin, there's stuff crawling on the floor, crackers with black books knocking at my door, the tv's talking to me, i'm questioning my sanity, everybody have a breakdown!, i haven't changed my clothes in weeks, i'm wallowing in my own stink, my ass is sore from lying in bed, am i alive or am i dead?