my shadow in vain

Lyrics

stroll to the cafe, my god how time flies, i close up my brain, and another friend dies, i feel like a mirror, feel like nothing is mine, i could go back to crying, but now dying seems fine, so i hang from the ceiling, or i sit on the air, or rot in a corner, until somebody cares, faces at random, i quote people i knew, i'd love to be like me, if i could feel like you, here am i, more roche five than pain, here am i, just me and my walls to blame, here am i, i really don't feel quite sane, here am i, still searching for my shadow in vain, lock my door i only think in black and white, i'll even try to look ashamed, moving out of central, somebody knows me well, says he'll spill the whole story, he may be lying i can't tell, meet me inside, i'll keep my head to the floor, and one hand on the handle, of the mad/sane door, here am i, more roche five than pain, here am i, just me and my walls to blame, here am i, i really don't feel quite sane, here am i, still searching for my shadow in vain, lock my door i only think in black and white, i'll even try to look ashamed, my shadow in vain, my shadow in vain, my shadow in vain, my shadow in vain, my shadow in vain