my mistake

Lyrics

i got up late again today, and i'm scared of everything, i don't dare to dream, i got a dark imagination, these hours waste away, a debt i'll never pay, i'm talking to the walls, but the walls keep caving in, they amplify my thoughts, i really want a conversation, but i let it slip away, a debt i'll never pay, worry, worry, oh, it's funny how it changes, when nothing really changes at all, am i jaded?, am i meant to feel this way?, i'm a loser, getting beat by my own game, but if i falter, well at least it was my mistake, oh, at least it was my mistake, 'cause i choose to be this way, i'm a loser, and i self-deprecate, so when i falter, well at least it was my mistake, i saw my friend today, she tried to comfort me, but i turned her away, there's magic in this misery, so no matter what you say, i don't think i'll ever change, worry, worry, oh, it's funny how it changes, when nothing really changes at all, am i jaded?, am i meant to feel this way?, i'm a loser, getting beat by my own game, but if i falter, well at least it was my mistake, well, at least it was my mistake, 'cause i choose to be this way, i'm a loser, and i self-deprecate, so when i falter, well at least it was my mistake, and i don't really care about what anyone says, i don't give a damn about what anyone says, i don't want to think about anything, i don't want to think about anything, and i don't really care about what anyone says, i don't need opinions hanging over my head, i don't really care about anything, i don't really care, i don't really care at all, am i jaded?, am i meant to feel this way?, i'm a loser, getting beat by my own game, but if i falter, well at least it was my mistake, well, at least it was my mistake, 'cause i choose to be this way, i'm a loser, and i self-deprecate, so when i falter, well at least it was my mistake, well, at least it was my mistake, well, at least it was my mistake