my last chance

Lyrics

there's a lot of shit i'm still waiting for, still wondering, just, you know, crying on this notepad, still waiting on healthcare, praying on welfare, gotta take my my hand up, gotta move my mind in, spend a lot of time there, getting on my grind there, throwing gang signs there, got a peace of mind there, but i can't leave cause, i know a piece of mine there, people i grew up with, don't wanna see me shining, so i grew up with a lot of things on my mind, plannin', people do bad stuff, wanna stay away from it, got my mind right, so i won't sleep in the casket, see death around the corner, and life is in the basket, that's left from a woman, cause, the death of a woman, means one less man, so give respect to the woman, i guess we just looking, if you could see how i see it, it's pain in your eyes, show em, bleed how i'm bleeding, just wanna talk, just one thing, won't forget what you did, just accept one thing: i'm still waiting, you know there's so much in my life, i just feel like i'm still waiting, you know what i mean?, you could pick and choose, you could win or lose, you could sink or swim, you could stay or move, just had to amass, i match the groove, i match the plan, i match the mood, even though i'm from the hood, i'm a classic dude, like nat king cole, i'm a faster blues, i have the blues, i seen the news, can't go a while, without seeing the food, am i just a judge?, am i just in love?, with this thing called life, can i give it a hug?, can i trust in thugs?, don't hold no grudge, niggas love to hate, but don't show no love, and that's old man thinking, if you closed-minded thugging, that's no man's hustle, no house, no home, no car, no budget, no lord, no gun, but the ladies love him, it's lil b, i'm still rockin', still grinding for the top, let the bitch niggas know i won't stop, it's lil bars, yeah, i still hustle from the bottom to the top, let them muthafuckers know i won't stop, the hood feel like the invisible hood, i'm the ghost in the trees, i produce this wood, i rap on the tracks that make the block, go crazy and the suburbs love me, word to cousin, right around the time i was hurting, struggling, this dude had my back, gave me motivation, i was asleep on the floor, in the midst of the haze, taking trips to the money, paying for some changes, things started changing slowly, had the floor map, even helped the homies, got a new ride just to show the homie, bought my main bitch a flight, cause she say she's lonely, i don't love her, groupie's a bitch, that's word to stunna, shoutout to birdman, that's word to stunna, i touch down in the hood, i'm off the flight and blunted, it's lil bars, i'm hundreds. yeah, i'ma thank you for this trip in advance, this is my last motherfuckin' chance, i'm still waitin'