must try harder

Lyrics

mother loves me still despite, my failing health and lack of drive. shame on me, i could be so much better than i am. songs unfinished, post unopened, clothes unwashed and vows now broken. shame on me, i could be so much better than i am. if i could just relax, then i could admit, that i don't know what i want, but this is not it. if i could just recall the dreams i had as a kid, if i could just relax, if i could let my guard slip, i'd be such a winner.