mourning star

Lyrics

sick of myself my world my life, get out of my way this truth can't lie, i stop myself every second i try, every minute of time is an hour i die, sick of myself my world my life, get out of my way this truth can't lie, i stop myself every second i try, every minute of time is an hour i die, every day's another complication, a journey through another maze, i found my way through recapitulation, everything is still a haze, but heaven still holds me, i live my life inside imagination, keep the secrets i have made, it's the silence that enslaves me, it's the only thing that saves me, if you knew what it meant to me, to make it through tonight, you would be a mourning star, and guide me through this life, every day's another conversation, soaking up instead with lies, the whole thing's open open to interpretation, it should come as no surprise, the enemy is everywhere, the enemy is everywhere, death would be an ample compensation, even if it's my demise, but heaven doesn't want me, head to toe in blood and perspiration, i would wipe the tears and lies, but heaven disowned me, now heaven won't know me, if you knew what it meant to me, to make it through tonight, you would be a mourning star, and guide me through this life, nobody gets out alive, and i know theres no way to buy my way, (sick of myself my world my life, get out of my way this truth can't lie), in, i can't say that i didn't try, i guess that i just have to try again, if you knew what it meant to me, to make it through tonight, you would be a mourning star, and guide me through this life, you would be a mourning star, and guide me through this life, sick of myself my world my life, get out of my way this truth can't lie, i stop myself every second i try, every minute of time is an hour i die, sick of myself my world my life, get out of my way this truth can't lie, i stop myself every second i try, every minute of time is an hour i die, the enemy is everywhere