mixed drinks about feelings

Lyrics

turn on a neon light, at least make it feel like night, put on some this or that, and maybe i won't feel so bad, need a little background noise, to drown out this little voice, running circles 'round my brain, screaming louder than the pain, my head is spinning, my resolve is reeling, i can tell by the heavy in my heart, i'm going down soon, no use fighting the fight, it's no contest tonight, my figured out's never been more confused, having mixed drinks about feelings and you, turn off the bedroom light, put on a brave face and face the night, it's either get used to this dread, or the cold spot in our bed, the bottle helps, but the memory burns, the whiskey soothes, but i toss and turn, i'll find sleep 'til dreams relent, wake up tired and try again, my head is spinning, my resolve is reeling, i can tell by the heavy in my heart, i'm going down soon, no use fighting the fight, it's no contest tonight, my figured out's never been more confused, having mixed drinks about feelings and you, having mixed drinks about feelings and you, turn on a neon light, at least make it feel like night