losing control

Lyrics

i'm just like a fly on the wall, tear off my wings and i'll take my last breath, and all my aspirations are dead, because i've ripped them to shreds, now i fall, my meager life is full of slander and all these fake riches, i numbed the pain with anything that takes my minds own vision, will i feel this, feel this way forever?, god how do you see me?, now i'm feeling, at the end of the rope, now i'm falling, down the rabbit hole, am i losing my mind? or i just can't let go?, i feel like i, feel like i'm losing control, pain, it hangs on by a thread, i lie alone in this bed, drift away, am i stuck in a dream in a dream, i fall apart at the seams in my mind, my meager life is full of slander and all these fake riches, i numbed the pain with anything that takes my minds own vision, will i feel this? feel this way forever?, god how do you see me?, now i'm feeling, at the end of the rope, now i'm falling down the rabbit hole, am i losing my mind? or i just can't let go, i feel like i, feel like i'm losing control, oh oh, i won't give up, i won't give, i won't give up!, i won't give up!, fuck you! i'm never giving up!, now i'm feeling, at the end of the rope, now i'm falling down the rabbit hole, am i losing my mind? or i just can't let go?, i feel like i, feel like i'm losing control