lose you

Lyrics

i'm not gonna cry, no, not this time, these eyes won't stop my tears, they fight to stay inside, if i could just keep dancing, drown out in this silence, and i can't hear my mind, when thoughts start magnifying, but i can't stop fighting, my hand, it gets so violent, taped up, bruised and black, like i did from your hands, oh baby, oh baby, i'm crazy, i used to see right through you, i'm sipping, i'm drinking, i'm driving, it's crazy, why can't my mind just lose you?, and no one knows what we've been through, i taught you everything i knew, i gave you everything i could, to show that you was never good, stranger don't romance me, cheaper words don't sound fancy, i'm too difficult to decipher, for you to ever break me, and you don't know me like he did, i'm sorry stranger, you should quit, i just ain't ready for this shit, i'm sorry stranger, i'm sorry stranger, you should quit, yo, oh baby, yeah baby, listen up, if love was a war, i strap up my artillery, cause it's your heart that i'm fighting for, just to explore, something special, i truly adore, cause i wasn't sure what the future for us you had in store, so i step back, told myself to forget that, feeling that i had when i met you, so my heart wouldn't set back, now i'm stressed at, a point that i feel has no return, delete your number from my cell, while i watch yo picture burn, and these thoughts just disappear, cause me losing you, girl, is my biggest fear, i got big wounds, big cuts, a heart that'll never be stitched up, cause a now a nigga broken, and my spirits aren't gone lift up, this permanent pain, emotion burning in flames, along with that picture and the text, i'm making sure that nothing remains, and from here on out, without a doubt, girl i will never be the same, nah, i'll never be the same, girl you know love is pain, and you don't know me like he did, i'm sorry stranger, you should quit, i just ain't ready for this shit, i'm sorry stranger, i'm sorry stranger, you should quit