like a girl

Lyrics

can't think a straight line beyond the hill, it seems like a mountain next to an ocean behind, a thrill almost in my reach, if there's a way i could, feel the face of intelligence, i'm a man, i would understand, what a good head says.you're no me, can't see the forest for all, the green, it all gets in my way, can't dig a desert without, the need for old religion, for holy grails, and a jesus nail through the head, for all the pain and misguided faith, my mind erased before i had time, to waste my afternoon, every thirty days a light goes on, and brightens my backyard a yellow, dying sun, i bite my tongue and swallow pride and blood, on some other plane i have, become affected drawn and strange, i'm inclined to blame, my mother for dressing me like a girl, i don't know maybe that's kind of weird, a teenage breakdown without the will, or without thinking, taking low roads and coloured pills, always searching, maybe then i would find, a place in this mess, it swells a vein that the only things, that are keeping me awake, are re-runs of the mod squad and cartoons