letter to mother

Lyrics

, the noise in this joint is unearthly, and soon i awkwardly say, "look, there it is, my whole life in the ashtray, i can't go back to her that way", 'cause in blue darkness of a night she keeps imagining one thing, someone stuck his finnish knife under my heart, i know that even though she doesn't show it, she grieves sorely for her son, and often walks out to the road in her old-fashioned coat, and in blue darkness of a night she keeps imagining one thing, how someone stuck his finnish knife under my heart, under my heart, in blue darkness of a night she keeps imagining one thing, someone stuck his finnish knife under my heart, i know she's there grieving sorely for me, i know she's there turning grey for me, and when i'll come back she'll forgive me so, motherly, motherly, motherly