lead you on

Lyrics

twice i turned my back on you, i fell flat on my face but didn't lose, was it the blue night, gone fragile?, was it above the man, in a wonder steady going under?, tell 'em drain the pool i'm sinking fast, come and save my life before it pass, scratching at the surface, but the bottom's where i'm at, only place my addiction will tell me, that i'm free at last, so why the fuck you playing with my head?, i said i'm done, any and everything i had is gone, i said you won, you promised that we'd only be together for a minute, then we finished, but my life had passed another year, why the fuck is you in it?, bitch, i gave up everything for you, even my house, now i'm begging on a nightly basis, to sleep on the couch, my counselor said i need to find a way, to block the pain, i told him it was already too late, she is in my veins and he said, tell me what led you on, i'd love to know, well, it's just that, when i felt her the first time, i flew, nobody gives me the high that she do, see, we fight all the time, and she leaves bruises on my arms, but the way she makes me feel inside, that girl can do no wrong, now all my family hates me, since i started fucking with her, and all my friends done left me, 'cause they jealous that i'm with her, i tried to break it off, but she gets me back with the feel, after everything she did, why the fuck do i love that needle?, please help me, twice i turned my back on you, i fell flat on my face but didn't lose, look, this love's killing me literally, every time i start to pick you up you finish me, used to love waking up in the mornings and feeling you, now i'm just ashamed wearing long sleeves concealing you, bitch, you wasn't shit, how the fuck could you do this?, now my fucking life is ruined, i'mma kill you, bitch, i'll do it, so i tie it up, stick that shit up in my skin, and overdose on your love, so i can't have it again