i'll have to kill the pain

Lyrics

i sat at home alone, waited by the phone, no matter how hard i tried, i couldn't get on with my life, i tried medication, meditation, i've still gone insane, if i can't live without her, i'll have to kill the pain, hey, bartender, make it, shake it, take it, won't you pass it down, 'til i can't remember, what i came to forget about, aw, pick any mixer, fire up the blender, and freeze my brain, if i can't live without her, i'll have to kill the pain, when i take a sip, i take a little trip, it changes my point of view, and my whole latitude, and my destination is smooth sail in', then a hurricane, if i can't live without her, i'll have to kill the pain, aw, kill it now, if i can't live without her, i'll have to kill the pain