i did something weird last night

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i arrived, drenched in morning light, and it churned my guts unless i closed my eyes, made it up the stairs to the bed inside, without puking up a fantastic time, and everything so unexpectedly started to feel like a dream, but i couldn't stop drifiting out when the magic would spin, 2:00 pm: i missed my class again, did you miss yours too because you're sleeping in?, are the two of us both imagining, seven-hour round trips into each others' beds?, everything so unexpectedly started to change in the dream, but i was preoccupied with how the magic would end, because nothing intangible remains sustainable, hope is a scheme, will i ever see you again?, and if i see you soon, will you want to see me?, or will you just want to sneak away?, did i creep you out like a scary movie?, i hope that we feel the same, fuck!, oh, i did something weird last night, i made out in the van with a girl i like, we were kinda drunk, but it seemed alright, so we made out for the entire ride, and everything so unexpectedly started to feel like a dream, but i was preoccupied with how the magic would end, because nothing intangible remains sustainable, hope is a scheme, will i ever see you again?, if i see you soon, will you want to see me, or will you just want to sneak away?, will you kiss me hard like a garbage movie?, i hope that we feel the same, i hope that i'm not reading into this too much, it's a kiss, but is there someone thinking of me when i'm feeling alone, and i'm spending weekends staring at the wall, if there's someone thinking of you when you're feeling alone, how can that compare to nothing nice at all?, and if i see you soon, will you want to see me, or will you just wanna sneak away?, will you kiss me hard like some shit in a terrible movie?, i hope that we feel the same