how it began

Lyrics

dear josh, old friend, apologies first, it's been an age since i wrote you, i know i'm the worst, but you know how i feel, i'm consistently cursed, this time i've found something, i think it could work, one day there she was, across the table, cluttered with drinks, and slightly unstable, and i knew in that moment, that if i was able, to reach her, she might be my savior, then she sat down, started to sing, playing my guitar, like a delicate thing, her heart shimmering, through the six strings, and i knew then, this is how it begins, joshua, man, you know how i am, sometimes i can't help myself, biting the hand, that was feeding me love, that fit like a glove, i'm my own worst enemy, please don't be mad, but if i can change myself, this can be saved, i can picture an ending, as clear as your face, a path through the wreckage, back to my place, where she waits, to dispose of my fate, then she sat down, started to sing, playing my guitar, like a delicate thing, her heart shimmering, through the six strings, then i lend my voice, and now it begins, our voices rise like the morning sun, her hardship falls like dust on the ramp, like a beeswing my heart starts to hum, and i know for sure this is the one, this is the one, this is the one, this is the one, she is the one, and that's how it began