holding on to nothing

Lyrics

, sometimes i see his face, i want to hold you but it feels unsafe, too scared to give me heart up now, i'm not brave enough to play my part now, can you guarantee that you'll stay, here with me, with me, feels strange like a foreign thing, i'm still waiting for the love to kick in, sometimes when i watch you sleeping, i keep hand to check you're breathing, it's not fair, not your fault, not at all, not at all, once bitten, twice shy, i try and i try, i try, cause i'm holding on to nothing, i'm holding on to nothing, once bitten, twice shy, i can't seem to find the strength, what's the point in keeping you at arm's length, i want to love you but i can't imagine, what i'd do if the worst did happen, where i've been, never thought, no i won't go back, couldn't take anymore, i'm not going back, going back, going back,