hiatus

Lyrics

two years, waits up, still sleep, wake up, girl gon break up, mind right, cake up, friends came, friends left, bullshit is endless, been that, hip hop, really not impressed, maybe just my love died, sober, still above high, slugs fly, eyes up, dry but still a thug cries, i cry til i can't cry no more, believe my own nonsense i can't lie no more, soul's dead, breathless i can't sigh no more, wheel's already fell off, i can't ride no more, i guess i. pack up all of my belongings and just troop it, you know its beef when a smart nigga get stupid, then its justified, rational nullified, he's been shot 8 times, almost thought my brother died, see he was raised different, i know his mother tried, his arms tied, i'm tryna teach dude to touch the sky, but still shorty wild, turned on by 40 cals, was young never saw me wild, clutch robert horry style, no wonder why i picked up triggers to beef, i only ever fist fought with niggas bigger than me, i never been the one to try to grab shit in my reach, incompliant, you have now witnessed the breach, i feel like life is all written, understand my math, got on my knees told god i had a plan he laughed, i mean. hours pass, no sleep, cowards get a slow leak, showered twice the whole week, powerless control freak, thinkin' about suicide, won't though, i'm scrutinized, life nigga, do or die, hood want him crucified, jewelry on, fresh dressed, model broads, excess, phone calls, death threats, tell me whats the next step, whats what?, whos who?, paranoid as usual, gripping on my deuce deuce, either way a lose lose, all i need is one mic, razor blades, gun fights, grew without no sun light, understand sons plight, if done right, wont seek and fail, i dont follow the path, i'm creating my own to leave a trial, no rhyme or reason, nor reason to rhyme, no more food for thought, shit was seasoning mine, now they counting my desire, second guessing my fast life, bringing weapons of mass in when you question my passion, i live for this, not the baguettes and the fame, got signed having the awnser then the question changed, saying jump off dont sound right, is blashphemous, down right, i astound mics, music is just what feelings sound like, so even though when i do it its flames, for a while felt like i was making music in vein, we dont view it the same, i use it for change, y'all do it for change, i use it for pain, but keep doing your thing, soundscans sky rocket, build all this hype bout it, people might cop it, this is just my logic, maybe its psychotic, though labels try to stop it, this is my antibiotic, so let me start doing what dudes like, a nigga in the booth feeling fresher then some new nikes, and i cruise like cruise-control, no fuck that!, i cant do it, i might lose my soul, even though shit help a nigga to his goal, would defeat the whole purpose, nahh that ain't what jerz is, nahh that would be worthless, bars sounding nervous, a nigga much deeper then what you see on the surface, i rather resort back to snatching purses, finally understanding what the gift and the curse is, if i was more concerned about a purchase, i would tell yall its about to go down like bird shit, it takes courage, me verses urges, words split and got caught up in label merges, and whats worse is, i've been deserted in the circus, up and left the circuit, it's dead like herses, sicker then the pedaphiles working in the churches, that ain't the type of shit i need fit for my verses, so lemme help niggas understand mouse, why try to fit in when you a stand out?, no album but the money never ran out, beside from rap i'm kinda focused on land now, cause i dont know where the game is, it's just been attacked by hurricane chris, so niggas cant fathom what money and fame is, well some niggas get it by using their stainless, well some niggas get it what the kid sustain in, me!. im regular joe i dont let it change shit