harden

Lyrics

no cap, she love me or leave me, i gave her a reason, she don't want a reason, she don't wanna see me, she don't wan' believe me, i tell her that's cold, i'm already freezin', my heart ain't even beatin', just talked to the reaper, he put me on speaker, he told me to keep ya', i know i ain't perfect, i shouldn't need to work on, a nigga been workin', i know you uncertain, you ride for me and i drive you crazy, i know i've been swervin', i know you've been nervous, i know i've been reckless, now you all heartless, and i was all worthless, i don't deserve it, you don't deserve this, i turn the blessin' into a burden, i'm really sorry, i know i don't fix it, a nigga been wishin', that i go reverse, and i know i don't helpa and i know that i look selfish, and looks are deceiving, but you lookin' further, and you lookin' past me, i'm just a hazbin, how did this happen? what is the current?, where's your endurance?, you actin' like you've never been in love, like you just a tourist, you was the purest, 'til you got curious, you know that love don't come with insurance, i blame the juries who put me on trial, they was sick of your smile, now we just cured em', that got me furious, people that knew of us, tell me "they sorry", i said "that made two of us", wonder what ruined em', wonder how beautiful you look at your wedding while i'm at my funeral, goddamn, love me or leave me, she love me or leave me, i gave her a reason, she don't want a reason, she don't wanna see me, she don't wan' believe me, i tell her that's cold, i'm already freezin', my heart ain't even beatin', just talked to the reaper, he put me on speaker, he told me to keep ya', i tried to call, but i couldn't reach ya', you blocked my number, i feel like- james harden, you block my jumper, goddamn, who you lovin', who you wanna be fuckin'?, since it ain't me, just tell that homie "he lucky", i'm lonely for nothing', i'm staring' at the phone and the buzzer, to call em' to come in, i'm starin' at the walls, i'm been punching' these walls, did me nothing', i'm thinkin' about the ball i've been fumbling', when stars were abundant, this shit happened and all of the sudden, the toilet start flushing, try to avoid the confrontin', the joy, the consumption, where outside noises seduction, it's harder to function, look up at the angels, they hoverin', they show me the light, they told me that i know that i'm wrong, but i don't know what's right, goddamn, you must hate me, love me or leave me, she love me or leave me, i gave her a reason, she don't want a reason, she don't wanna see me, she don't wan' believe me, i tell her that's cold, i'm already freezin', my heart ain't even beatin', just talked to the reaper, he put me on speaker, he told me to keep ya', so i tried to call, but i couldn't reach ya', you blocked my number, i feel like- james harden, you block my jumper, goddamn, funeral