happy hurts

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happy hurts sometimes, oh, blame it on the monsters in my mind, oh, i've been getting better at slowly getting worse, oh, what's wrong with me when happy hurts?, happy hurts, this on again, off again tempermental affection, for my darling depression is making me go mad, i hear there's a fine line between crazy and sad, but i can't tell the difference up close, there's a lot of us you know ill and undiagnosed, but i don't need a piece of paper to tell me what i already know, i'm not alright, for tonight, can we let that be alright?, pick up the battle again in the morning light, and i'm fighting so hard to come out of the dark, trying to turn off the night, finally let in the light, trying to make my misery just a piece of my history, a little less victim, a little more victory, happy hurts sometimes, oh oh, blame it on the monsters in my mind, oh oh, i keep getting better at slowly getting worse, oh, what's wrong with me when happy hurts?, happy hurts, today i feel okay guess it was all just in my head, i just need to try harder i guess, yeah everyone else in the world seems to be doing alright, yeah, i'm alright for tonight, can we let the pain and the happy mix, can the two coexist? the beauty next to the mess, because i swear i have them both already beating in my chest, if that makes me crazy the numbers don't lie, but i don't call that crazy i call it being alive, and i'm fighting so hard to come out of the dark, trying to turn off the night, finally let in the light, trying to make my misery just a piece of my history, a little less victim, please, happy hurts sometimes, oh oh, blame it on the monsters in my mind, oh oh, i keep getting better at slowly getting worse, oh, what's wrong with me when happy hurts?, happy hurts, if i had to pick between the way that i am, and the way that everybody else seems to pretend, i wouldn't consider it, not for even a second, between psycho and sanity, it's not even a question, my favorite parts of myself seem to make the least sense, all the cracks in my skin they just let the light in, my favorite parts of myself make the least sense, all the cracks in my skin let the light in, happy hurts sometimes, oh oh, all i want is the one thing i can't find, i keep getting better at slowly getting worse, oh, what's wrong with me when happy hurts?, what's wrong with me when happy hurts?, i keep getting better at slowly getting worse, oh, what's wrong with me when happy hurts?, happy hurts