grow up

Lyrics

yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, i've used you like the crutch for my excuse for too long, that's why i feel stuck, that's why nothing adds up, so what?, so what?, i can't keep blaming you for everything that's gone wrong, i know you had a fucked up time too but i'm what?, so what?, and i had to waste myself, i never told you, that it almost killed me, filled me with so much insecurity, host your broken dreams on me, to make me the problem that you never picked, time to grow, it's time to grow up, it's time, i'm fed, so fed, i'm fed up, it's time to throw it all away, to leave it in the gutter, life starts today, i just know that if i ever had a daughter or two, i'd never leave her side especially not so soon, but so what?, so what?, those two guys that took my innocence away that day, and you just closed your eyes, paralyzed and walked away, and guess what?, i grew up, just like you didn't see me stuff my face and throw it all up again, i cried, i begged 'cause i just needed a friend, now that i'm stronger what hurts me the most, is to watch my sibling get fucked with, time to grow, it's time to grow up, it's time, i'm fed, so fed, i'm fed up, it's time to throw it all away, to leave it in the gutter, life starts today, and i can't blame or shame you anymore than i have, at the end of the day it's for my mom and my dad, and i'm grateful for having, every bruise that i got, every scar, every tear, everything is as if you can't go on any longer, just have to remember, what doesn't kill ya only makes you stronger, time to grow, it's time to grow up, it's time, i'm fed, so fed, i'm fed up, it's time to throw it all away, to leave it in the gutter, life starts today, life starts today