freedom

Lyrics

man, i feel like the walls are closing in, i'm in the club, with my bros same hoes again, same shit different pile, find it difficult to smile, its been with me for a while, the same negative energy, same friends pretend to be my friends when their my enemies, plus lately i don't like the vibe my girl sending me, its eatin me up allot, its beatin me up inside, its keepin me up at night, in the future you might see me acting different, searching for something that's spiritually uplifting, cause i don't want my mom to be ashamed of her last name, i'm lost and i'm on the wrong path in the fast lane, on the road to going nowhere fast, plus i'm going slow so i'm going there last, and its a dead end i'm headin for a brick wall, i'm tellin you i'm tired and i'm sick of all this shit yall, slow down, to the point of chillin man, i've done things in the past that lately got me feeling bad, so am i going to heaven just because pray to god, my favorite number seven, can't say i feel too good about the day i get judged, although i know that he's forgiving and he don't hold a grudge, but when i see my life flash before my eyes, that's probably the day ill be finally able to cry, its time for me to self reflect, i'm talking about some self respect, i got to remind myself cause i forget, cause i have such a great time with alcohol and sex, it revolves around pow', three girls in the show', spending money like wow, want it all right now, slow down man, how, i'm a have to learn, otherwise i'm gonna crash and burn, my girl finally upped and left, i guess she had enough of the tough guy act, this time i'm not gonna hold my breath, i'll keep it open but its such a rough ride back, i have to let it go man, and swallow my pride, even if i feel so hollow inside, cause as mad gets older, his heart gets colder, misguided angel, devil on my shoulder, afraid of being normal, dressing semi formal, she wants to conform you, don't say i didn't warn you, but she's my sunshine, my comfort, my whole heart, she called it off, now she's gone, this is so hard, i thought i wanted to be free, but i'm the guy that just got dumped, i don't want it to be me, but even though it hurts, i'm tryin not to hate, as soon she took me back, i be tryin to find an escape,