different

Lyrics

i've been feeling different nowadays, i've been feeling different nowadays, i've been feeling, yeah i've been feeling, yeah i've been feeling different nowadays, i've been feeling different nowadays, got the windows rolled down when i'm drifting through the rain, lately i've been dealing with this pain, so i burn a blunt down till i feel like it's okay, heart racing, i can't take it, i'm trippin, so i take a shot then i take a hit, i feel different, heart racing, i can't take it, i'm trippin, so i take a shot then i take a hit, i feel different, they can say what they want, hate all they want, back in the day couldn't pay for the bus, now i'm thankful enough to get payed for stuff, i pick up a bag everyday of the month, but this anxiety is still in me, and i can't lie to you it's trippy, see the flashing sirens out to get me, and i cannot hide cuz i'm guilty, wanna run you to fuck your life, trying to break free but it cuffs too tight, i need caffeine, i've been up all night, i'm in love with the risk so i walk on ice, i've been drinkin liquor right outta my chalice, now it's half empty and i might lose balance, and it's kinda ironic cuz i can't stand it, so imma get this money and then i might vanish, i got 'em wondering why i seem so selfish, i've seen it too many times so i can't help it, i've been feeling different nowadays, i've been feeling different nowadays, i've been feeling different nowadays, got the windows rolled down when i'm drifting through the rain, lately i've been dealing with this pain, so i burn a blunt down till i feel like it's okay, heart racing, i can't take it, i'm trippin, so i take a shot then i take a hit, i feel different, heart racing, i can't take it, i'm trippin, so i take a shot then i take a hit, i feel different, i got these bad habits and i can't graft them, and if my moms haunted i do a black phantom, all these unwanted enemies i have at random, cuz i can't understand them like bad grammar, if they're upset then it's mission accomplished, i'm way too busy, i ain't with all the nonsense, i drop hits all year in the process, and now the mirror is as clear as my conscience, but it's almost like a blessing and a curse, cuz they want me on their team but won't mention what i'm worth, if they're still sleeping on me then they better get alert, if they say the wrong thing i could get everybody hurt, huh?, and i don't know what they expected, expected, but sometimes being quite sends a message, a message, lately i've been feeling different, different, so you should probably mind your fucking business, business