dark discovery

Lyrics

here i am the remains of me, my eyes tired but i can't sleep, my muscles withers, the weakness sows it's seed, god i ask you for your meaning of this, can't you see what has become of my, can't you see the tears i cry in horror, as last my eyes are closed and i am breathing slowly, hoping again that this is the end, and i am on my way to embrace the holy, look me in the eyes, what have you found in me, a dark discovery, in my dreams i try to hide away, but there is no shelter to find, and i try to reach to the light of the day, i rage against the dying of the light, god was i wish that i was all alone, oh god all the ones that i learned to know, think about those who i leave in sorrow, it is not fair why do i have to go, please i beg you, to take away my pain, the dark discovery, what have you found in me, the dark discovery, the dark discovery, we all have to die eventually, but of course i didn't want to die, i wasn't old or infirm or in bad health, but most of all i didn't want to leave, my darling wife and my young son, who now has no father to look after him, and that is my greatest regret