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Lyrics

we are proud to get away, some time to think alone, mixed feelings about the whole thing, should you come back, should you come back, i don't know, to - today, it's so hard being alone, i - i can hardly sing, gotta hold on, hold on: i'm trying, i owe it every day, that i wake and stay, i'm gonna make it, i'm gonna make it, you got a lot of things to say, that i'm a selfish human being, but i drove alone today, felt the wind and remembered everything, i - i laughed today, and i'll laugh again tomorrow, i - i count mistakes, but i still gotta find the blessings, i owe it every day, that i wake and stay, i'm gonna make it, thinking i'm not happy, not thinking right, i can't wash this away, get it out of my mind, lonely night, all alone, drunk in my bed, until i close my eyes, then wake up and find a new day, i owe it every day, that i wake and stay, i'm gonna make it