choices

Lyrics

i don't wanna leave home, but my house has fallen down, i don't wanna be alone, but there's no one else around, i don't wanna make a noise, but the silence is killing me, (i don't wanna move to another tune, but around us, is a ring of roses circling me)?, i still have choices, i don't wanna swim, but my boat is capsizing, i don't wanna keep running, but the ground, is a fire still burning, i don't wanna lose, but i have nothing left to gamble, i don't wanna beg,?, i still have choices, we still have choices, i don't wanna walk away, but i really don't know how to stay, i don't wanna stay the same, but what goes on behind my close door, i say "i don't know", i don't wanna look, but avoiding it's even more perverted, i don't wanna hate, but trusting you gathers all my rage, i still have choices, i still have choices, i don't wanna carry your jealous void, but time can suffocate the vibration of your voice, i don't wanna be told, but independence is hard to hold, i don't wanna pretend, but don't want to remember way back then, i don't wanna die,?, i still have choices, i still have choices, i still have choices, i still have choices