bad santa

Lyrics

, sometimes i wonder if he knows i love him, i don't feel that daddy squeeze when i hug him, he says "i love you" when he hangin' up the phone but it's muffled, like he's uncomfortable sayin' it, so his voice has trouble, gettin' the words out, his mother gave up bein' my baby, she packed her bags and hit atlanta when he was a baby, man them first couple of years it was crazy, i'm back and forth to child support then she agreed he could stay with me, on christmas vacations, i would lift him up, raise him, so high in the air, my eyes tearin', this kid is amazin', this year is the fourth generation playstation i know he's awaitin', it's under that tree waitin', it's that look on his face when he's happy that makes me proud to be daddy, when he runs over and grabs me, filled with true joy, in the same moment i'm bothered, i mean he knows i'm his father, but am i just that once-a-year homie with new toys?, sometimes i wonder if rap is a gift, every 25th he's unwrappin' his gifts, pardon me if i curse when i'm rappin' and shit, but sometimes a fuckin' curse comes wrapped as a gift, a curse comes wrapped as a gift, sometimes a fuckin' curse comes wrapped as a gift, every 25th he's unwrappin' his gifts, am i a bad santa?, will you show up in the middle of night?, will you be the one to turn off the lights?, i hope so, when i see you, everything is alright, but will you really be here tonight?, i don't know, it's like all this time, i've been wanderin', waiting for you, you stay on my mind, cause i belong to you, santa. sometimes i wonder if rap is a gift, every 25th he's unwrappin' his gifts, pardon me if i curse when i'm rappin' and shit, but sometimes a fuckin' curse comes wrapped as a gift, a curse comes wrapped as a gift, sometimes a fuckin' curse comes wrapped as a gift, every 25th he's unwrappin' his gifts, am i a bad santa?, it's you i'll always be there for, i'm just wishin' i could be there more, this music's keepin' me on tour, but i'll be right back to see my boy, sometimes i wonder if rap is a gift, every 25th he's unwrappin' his gifts, pardon me if i curse when i'm rappin' and shit, but sometimes a fuckin' curse comes wrapped as a gift, a curse comes wrapped as a gift, sometimes a fuckin' curse comes wrapped as a gift, every 25th he's unwrappin' his gifts, am i a bad santa?