awake dreaming

Lyrics

he was a small time hustla with no name, no shame, just a product to the cocaine, old stains, seen him walkin' in the cold rain, with no brains for a profit he would go slained, he was hungry, he do crime just to do it, doin' lines, he'd abuse it then his mind were consuming, he didn't know that we was buried in his own grave, 'cause all he ever wanted was those jordans and the gold chain, a typical teen, wicked. hittin' the street, in the cypher he was always spittin' and kickin' them frees, he never had a send off, he was sniffin' off keys, a drug addict, age twenty, money clip in his jeans, girls loved him 'cause they seen he had a heavy wallet, steady fallin', never ready for the daddy got in, all this misconception had him so delirious, so here he is, completely unaware that this is serious, he don't think he need help, 'cause he's livin' in the dream right now, he was hungry, now he's got a bit of money, he's awake when the lights go out, yeah, he used to these feelings, so he's runnin' from the demons, yeah, he used to these feelings, so he's runnin' from the demons, life was easy, he was livin' like he had it all, he didn't realize to walk it first you have to crawl, so every night he sniff at least another half of ball, too scared to answer, held at ransom when it's casket calls, he laugh it off and pour a shot and chop another up, like what the fuck are you doin' stupid, you out of luck, i would bruck, now we this is, now it's tough, and half of time he doesn't realize, the powder's cutted, completely out of it, he laced it with a nose bleed, he's heart's beatin' but he's brain is at a slow speed, with no sleep, he doesn't function 'cause he won't eat, he's so weak, he's on the verge, about to od, where does he turn to when he needs a fuckin' helping hand, no ones there to save him now because he's less a man, they seen him go from top to bottom, and they stopped carin', and now he's dyin' all alone because he lost awareness, he don't think he need help, 'cause he's livin' in the dream right now, he was hungry, now he's got a bit of money, he's awake when the lights go out, yeah, he used to these feelings, so he's runnin' from the demons, yeah, he used to these feelings, so he's runnin' from the demons, yo, man, pass that light over here, trynna get this joint goin', you ain't heard me, fool? i said pass the light, yo, this dude is at sleep, he ain't gettin' up, how much with that shit you can piss a guy, man, get up, man, yeah, i tried shakin' him, he won't get up, get up, fool, naaah, man, yo, someone pass the phone, man, this guy won't get up, man