after the rain

Lyrics

yeah, somebody once told me, sun always comes up after the storm, another wise man said every storm runs out of rain, it's been cats and dogs over here for a long time buddy, man, it's like music to my ears, it's oozing at me, we been doing this for years, make a movie about me next in line, somehow i got left behind, trying to make it out this game but cannot find the exit sign, don't understand why these critics can't respect my mind, or respect the fact i put my heart inside of every line, i hate these rappers, all the words that they be saying, they take a story they see and they exaggerate it, i try to keep my cool but it's kinda aggregated, and i'm just trying to make it, i ain't never had an application, for no regular job, i'm just a felon at heart, ask me how i'm made it and i have to tell 'em it's hard, cause i still ain't made it, every time that i'm supposed to blow, end up with the sliver every time i try to go for gold, i got these problems on my heart, i feel like no one knows, i hope the lord will come and save a fucking hopeless soul, man, we been through so much pain, but the sun shines after the rain, lord, i try not to complain, cause the sun shines after the rain, everyday another piece of me dies, and i don't even understand why, i don't understand why, i even wake up and i try, cause you ain't even looking through my eyes, so don't judge me, order up a dozen roses, set them on all on fire, for the girl who loved me but i just pushed to the side, the only thing is worse then a headache is a toothache, only thing worst then lost love is when it's too late, but it's a new day and i missed yesterday, turn on my country playlist and i just let it play, let the windows down, rolling down a lonely street, thinking to myself, tears rolling down my cheek, life is a gamble so i'm rolling the dice, i put money before what's important in life, so i'm in my zone like a confused little man, walking around with a fucking phone glued to my hand, even when i'm with my daughter i'm still talking bidness, and then i wonder why she don't wanna play or listen, became a zombie, can't even have a conversation, without it turning into a confrontation, man, man, we been through so much pain, but the sun shines after the rain, lord, i try not to complain, cause the sun shines after the rain, everyday another piece of me dies, and i don't even understand why, i don't understand why, i even wake up and i try, cause you ain't even looking through my eyes, so don't judge me, i told stoner maybe i should do some christian rap, then i hit up le cray but he ain't hit me back, so i left the studio, went and hit the trap, way before i spit these raps i was really spitting packs, some days i wish that i could move and try something new, maybe one day come along and find someone who, will love me regardless of my past, when i live fast and not only care about the cash, living life in the dash, took my daughter to the movies, a group of strangers came walking up and talking to me, this must be that fame thing but this is just a glimpse, i don't mean to sound rude but i don't like this shit, but then they told me that my cd was banging, and they said that i encouraged them to really start changing, it's funny how my mood and my view, could make 'em feel like me and make me feel like you, for real, you know it's crazy, tomorrow's not promise to us, shines after the rain, yet we're so blind to see, so blind to acknowledge, so scared to acknowledge the fact of death is constant, and it's the only thing in life that were actually guaranteed, don't you think you should spend a little more time, dealing with the only thing we know were guaranteed?, second chances ain't promised baby, they're a gift, regardless of what we go through, hold your head up, and put god first, faith of a mustard seed can move a mountain