actual pain

Lyrics

it's tearing me apart, deep inside my heart, tell me why i hurt this way, should i even love you anymore, i don't want to find out why, i'm too scared to look behind that door, i put my trust in all my faith, and every word between us spoken, why do i believe the things you say, when my heart's already broken, all this pain i feel, is tearing me apart, it's what makes you real, deep inside my heart, i can only count the ways, i earn these scars but they're all tokens, every time i see your face, i know my hopes no longer showing, i don't need a reason to believe, if my faith's already broken, how could i let love lead the way, when i don't know where i'm going, all this pain i feel, is tearing me apart, it's what makes you real, deep inside my heart, i thought so hard, still i feel like i'm in chains, and i gave my heart, but the darkness still remains, all this pain i feel, is tearing me apart, it's what makes you real, deep inside my heart, tell me why i hurt this way, should i even love you anymore, i don't want to find out why, i'm too scared to look behind that door