a test of my survival

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this is a notion empowered by an individual motivation. i've given most of my efforts to have not just a single person to rely on. this obelisk of discouraging actions was all washed out by a tidal wave of art and soul, and this will never make a coward of me, i'll ride this wave up to the top. the day i needed you summoned before me, became the day, i was left all alone, a test of my survival, a test of my strength, a test of my survival, everyone is distant!, the day i needed you, i watched you turn your back away from me, and i'm all alone. i never needed you anyway. cried out to you. we are alone, we are alone. i wouldn't trust you just as far as i could throw you. i wouldn't ask for a single fucking thing from you. i wouldn't trust you even if i've always known you. i wouldn't ask for a single thing. the day i needed the numbers beside me became the day that i was left all alone. you never notice that people, they leave you, but you can do this on your own. the day i needed you, i watched you turn your back away from me, and i'm all alone. cried out to you, cried out to you. we are alone, we are alone.