Lyrics
you've been on your own since you learned how to adjust to, you felt like you had to baby sit your owners just to feel like all the others, all you wanted was. something that was normal and stable, you've always been so aware and so able, but you still seem so far away, it's difficult to enjoy all the holidays, it's nothing more than the same as the other days, but you can't feel any other way, you have to tell yourself why, gotta keep your spirit alive, gotta keep yourself movin' forward, you never gave into anything around you, with something you could never afford, all you wanted was, something that was normal and stable, you've always been so aware and so able, but you still seem so far away, it's difficult to enjoy all the holidays, it's nothing more than the same as the other days, but you can't feel any other way, when you wish for this, you'll ditch everything else, it just floats away and crawls out your skull, all you wanna do is crawl inside your hole, disappear forever, something that's normal and stable, you've always been so aware and so able, but you still seem so far away, it's difficult to enjoy all the holidays, it's nothing more than the same as the other days, but you can't feel any other way, forever, forever, forever, forever
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Artist: blind melon