torn between

Lyrics

pulled both ways but still suspended, the worst of each, reduced and blended, still suspended, suspended!, i thought i was stuck between two worlds, because i was not willing to let go!, recklessly pulled both ways, but somehow still suspended, the worst of each, reduced and blended, but as life unfolded i realized, the momentum to drift from side to side, came from within, came from inside!, i feel torn between two hearts dying but, i'll trade them in for one, broken and exposed, collapsing, so why would i hold on?, one heart turned black, the other blue and bruised, arms breaking, arms breaking from the dreams, dreams shattered, the dreams that i can't reach, there has to be, there has to be a choice i have not seen, i feel torn between two hearts dying but, i'll trade them in for one, broken and exposed, collapsing, so why would i hold on?, i feel torn between two hearts dying but, i'll trade them in for one, one darkened over time burning away the shame, erasing hidden insights i did not want to be seen, the other was beaten from being exposed, so it hurt less to never hold it close, i feel torn between two hearts dying but, i'll trade them in for one, broken and exposed, collapsing, so why would i hold on?, i feel torn between two hearts dying but, i'll trade them in for one, i'll trade them in for one!, neither heart had the power to fill my veins, or be the source of who i want to be,