to another abyss

Lyrics

not long ago, and yet the image is so vague, i hesitate to label it a memory, there was a show of local color and i felt astray, cause i had nothing to offer but insufficiency, and you know that it's such a bitch, when you learn to scratch that itch, of blatant fallibility, sooner to some, but eventually, all gets pointed in the same direction, while the human masses and their vague conceptions, obliterate each other with impunity, and you wonder, "what's in this for me?", to another abyss, to no avail, the search is bound to fail, to another abyss, to no avail, so long ago i set sail, and it chills me to the bone, that i'm so far away from home, to another abyss, so what should i do now? what should i celebrate?, given finite means and a penchant to depreciate, how can i still avow and depend upon a state, that cares nothing for my happiness, welfare, or fate?, and i know i can't explain, the commotion in my brain, like a terrifying reality, deconstructed but inadequately, all gets pointed in the same direction, while the human masses and their vain conceptions, obliterate each other with impunity, and release the weight of history, so long ago, so long ago.oh, i set sail, and i'm struggling on the way, and i'm waiting for the day, and i'm looking for the way back home, so far away, so far away, so far away,