this ain't no fucking love song

Lyrics

my crimson covered hands - clutch heart strings newly broken, moths breed in my entrails - hate washes through my fucking veins, friendship turns to disease - afflicting the weak of mind and heart, you are the growing cancer - eating at my fondest memories, 7 abandoned years - thwart all affection, a million whispered lies - push fingernails into my palms, the knife slipped in - pushed by the most familiar hands, i fell upon - the comfort of your words, a flash of light - taught me a lesson in betrayal, i fell upon - the solace in your smile, 7 wasted years - boiling in vomit, i will erase you - i will erase you from this heart, from my memory - i cut away, you're just a name to me - a friend is now a ghost, i will never give again, you have forsaken any faith i had in you, all the love i had for you, i am reborn - baptized in flame, clean of your deceitful looming, friends are beneath me - i can't face this pain again, i'll die alone - but at least i'll know who loves me, i am a shadow of myself - pent up in walls of human shit, annihilating - anything that bears your name, i am a hollowed wooden shell - made strong by that which i abhor, committing only - to creating your demise, and so i pray for sleep - and to see anything but red, all purpose has been drained from me, a friendship ends in pain - morose claims my every word, all trust has been carved out of me, wasted years - boiling in vomit, i will erase you - i will erase you from this heart, from my memory - i cut away, you're just a name to me - a friend is now a ghost