the last (majimag)

Lyrics

, jal naganeun aidol raeppeo geu imyeone, nayakhan jasini seo isseo jogeum wiheomhae, uuljeung gangbak, ttaettaero dasigeum dojyeo, hell no eojjeomyeon geuge nae bon moseubil jido molla, damn huh hyeonsirui goerigam, isanggwaui galdeung apeune meoriga, daeingipijeungi saenggyeo beorin ge yeolyeodeolsaljjeum, geurae geuttaejjeum nae jeongsineun jeomjeom oyeom dwae, gakkeumssik nado naega museowo jagi hyeomowa, dasi nolleo wa beorin uuljeung deokbune, imi minyungineun jugeosseo, jugeun yeoljeonggwa, namgwa bigyohaneun ge, naui ilsangi doe beorin ji orae, jeongsingwareul cheoeum gan, nal bumonimi ollawa, gati sangdameul badatji, bumonim wal nal jal molla, na jasindo nal jal molla, geureohdamyeon nuga alkka, chingu? anim neo? geu nugudo nal jal molla, uisa seonsaengnimi naege mureosseo, jujeo eopsi naneun malhaesseo geureon jeok itdago, beoreuscheoreom haneun mal uh, i don't give a shit i don't give a fuck, geuttan maldeul jeonbuda uh, nayakhan nal, sumgiryeo haneun mal, jiugopeun geuttae geurae, gieok jocha naji anhneun, eoneu gongyeonhaneun nal, saramdeuri museowo hwajangsire, sumeo beorin nareul maju hadeon na, geuttae nan geuttae nan, seonggongi da bosanghal jul aratji, geunde marya geunde marya, sigani jinal surok goemuri doeneun gibunya, cheongchungwa majbakkun naui seonggongiran, goemureun deouk keun bureul wonhae, mugiyeotdeon yoksimi doeryeo, nal jibeo samkigo mangchimyeo ttaeron mokjureul geone, eotteon ideureun nae ibeul teureo, mageumyeo seonakgwareul samkira hae, i don't want it, geudeureun naega i dongsaneseo nagagil wonhane, shit shit algesseunikka jebal geumanhae, i modeun ildeurui geunwoneun, nanikka na seuseuro geumandulge, nae bulhaengi nideurui haengbogiramyeon, gikkeoi bulhaeng haejulge, jeungoui daesangi naramyeon giyotine ollaseo julge, sangsangman hadeon geosi hyeonsiri dwae, eoril jeok kkumi nae nunape, kkollang du myeong ape gongyeonhadeon, jojbap ijen dokyodomi nae koape, hanbeon saneun insaeng nuguboda, hwakkeunhage daechung saneun geon amuna hae, my fan my hommie my fam, geokjeong malgil, na ijen jeongmal gwaenchanha damn, nae bonjireul bujeonghaetdeon ge su charye, nae jusoneun aidol bujeongeun an hae, su charye jeongsineul pagodeuldeon gonoe, banghwangui kkeut jeongdabeun eopseotne, parameogeotdago saenggak haetdeon, jajonsimi ijen naui jageungsim dwae, nae fandeura tteostteosi, gogaedeulgil nuga namankeum hae uh, seikoeseo rollekseu akseueseo chejo, nae sonjit hanbeone kkeudeokgeorineun, su man myeongdeurui gogae, show me the money, mot hange anira an han georago shit, uril parameokdeon neonen an han ge, anira mot han georago shit, nae changjagui ppurineun han sesang, danmat sseunmat ttongmaskkaji da bwatji, hwajangsil badage jameul cheonghadeon, geuttaen ijen naege chueogine uh chueogi dwae, baedal alba jung natdeon sago deokbune, sibal baksari natdeon eokkae, buyeojapgo haetdeon debwi neonega, nugu apeseo gosaenghan, cheokdeureul hae, seikoeseo rollekseu akseueseo chejo, nae sonjit hanbeone kkeudeokgeorineun, su man myeongdeurui gogae, hani naheun na uh ttokttokhi nareul bwa uh, uril parameokdeon neonen an han ge, anira mot han georago shit, jal naganeun aidol raebpeo geu imyeone, nayaghan jasini seo isseo jogeum wiheomhae, uuljeung gangbag, ddaeddaero dasigeum dojyeo, hell no eojjeomyeon geuge nae bon moseubil jido molra, damn huh hyeonsilyi goerigam, isanggwayi galdeung apeune meoriga, daeingipijeungi saenggyeo beorin ge 18saljjeum, geurae geuddaejjeum nae jeongsineun jeomjeom oyeom dwae, gaggeumssig nado naega museoweo jagi hyeomowa, dasi nolreo wa beorin uuljeung deogbune, imi minyungineun jugeosseo, jugeun yeoljeonggwa, namgwa bigyohaneun ge, nayi ilsangi doe beorin ji orae, jeongsingwareul ceoeum gan, nal bumonimi olrawa, gati sangdameul badassji, bumonim wal nal jal molra, na jasindo nal jal molra, geureohdamyeon nuga algga, cingu? anim neo? geu nugudo nal jal molra, yisa seonsaengnimi naege muleosseo, jujeo eobsi naneun malhaesseo geureon jeog issdago, beoreusceoreom haneun mal uh, i don't give a shit i don't give a fuck, geuddan maldeul jeonbuda uh, nayaghan nal, sumgiryeo haneun mal, jiugopeun geuddae geurae, gieog joca naji anhneun, eoneu gongyeonhaneun nal, saramdeuli museoweo hwajangsile, sumeo beorin nareul maju hadeon na, geuddae nan geuddae nan, seonggongi da bosanghal jul alassji, geunde malya geunde malya, sigani jinal surog goemuli doeneun gibunya, ceongcungwa majbaggun nayi seonggongiran, goemuleun deoug keun bureul weonhae, mugiyeossdeon yogsimi doeryeo, nal jibeo samkigo mangcimyeo ddaeron mogjuleul geone, eoddeon ideuleun nae ibeul teuleo, mageumyeo seonaggwareul samkira hae, i don't want it, geudeuleun naega i dongsaneseo nagagil weonhane, shit shit algesseunigga jebal geumanhae, i modeun ildeulyi geunweoneun, nanigga na seuseuro geumandulge, nae bulhaengi nideulyi haengbogiramyeon, giggeoi bulhaeng haejulge, jeungoyi daesangi naramyeon giyotine olraseo julge, sangsangman hadeon geosi hyeonsili dwae, eoril jeog ggumi nae nunape, ggolrang du myeong ape gongyeonhadeon, jojbab ijen dokyodomi nae koape, hanbeon saneun insaeng nuguboda, hwaggeunhage daecung saneun geon amuna hae, my fan my hommie my fam, geogjeong malgil, na ijen jeongmal gwaencanha damn, nae bonjileul bujeonghaessdeon ge su carye, nae jusoneun aidol bujeongeun an hae, su carye jeongsineul pagodeuldeon gonoe, banghwangyi ggeut jeongdabeun eobseossne, palameogeossdago saenggag haessdeon, jajonsimi ijen nayi jageungsim dwae, nae fandeula ddeosddeosi, gogaedeulgil nuga namankeum hae uh, seikoeseo rolregseu agseueseo cejo, nae sonjis hanbeone ggeudeoggeorineun, su man myeongdeulyi gogae, show me the money, mos hange anira an han georago shit, uril palameogdeon neonen an han ge, anira mos han georago shit, nae cangjagyi bburineun han sesang, danmas sseunmas ddongmasggaji da bwassji, hwajangsil badage jameul ceonghadeon, geuddaen ijen naege cueogine uh cueogi dwae, baedal alba jung nassdeon sago deogbune, sibal bagsali nassdeon eoggae, buyeojabgo haessdeon debwi neonega, nugu apeseo gosaenghan, ceogdeuleul hae, seikoeseo rolregseu agseueseo cejo, nae sonjis hanbeone ggeudeoggeorineun, su man myeongdeulyi gogae, hani naheun na uh ddogddoghi nareul bwa uh, uril palameogdeon neonen an han ge, anira mos han georago shit, on the other side of the famous idol rapper, stands my weak self, it's quite dangerous, depression, ocd, they keep coming back again from time to time, hell no perhaps that might be my true self, damn huh feeling estranged in reality, the conflict with ideal, my head hurts, around the age of 18, sociophobia developed in me, right, that was when my mind was gradually polluted, at times i'm scared of myself too, self hated and thanks, to the depression that takes over me, min yoongi is dead already, comparing my dead passion with others, it's now a part of my daily life, on the first visit to psychiatric ward, my parents came up with me, we listened to the consultation together, my parents said they don't truly understand me, i don't understand myself well either, then who would understand?, friend? or you? nobody knows me well, the doctor asks me, i answered without any hesitation that i have done, habitual saying uh, i don't give a shit i don't give a fuck, all those words uh, those words are said to hide my weak self, those days i wish i could erase, right, that performance day, which i don't remember very well, the day i confronted myself, when i hid inside the toilet, because i was scared of people, that time i, that time i, i thought success will make everything fine, but you see, but you see, as time goes by, i feel like i'm turning into a monster, i've exchanged my youth for success, and that monster demands for more wealth, at times it puts a collar on my neck, to ruin and swallow me with greed, some try to shut my mouth and say, i should swallow both good and evil, i don't want it, they want me to leave this hill, shit shit i got it so stop it, i'm the root of all this so i'll stop myself, if my misfortune is your happiness, i'll happily stay unfortunate, if i'm the figure of hate, i'll get on the guillotine, the things i've imaged about turns into reality, my childhood dreams are in front of my eyes, the night when i performed in front of 2 audience, now tokyo dome is right in front my nose, my one and only life, i can easily live it passionately than any other, my fan my hommie my fam, i hope you don't worry, because i'm really okay now damn, i've denied my nature many times, my address is idol and i won't deny, the anguish that dug into my mind countless times, there's no answer at the end of wandering, my pride which i thought i had given away, has turned into self-respect, my fans, keep your head high with pride, because who can do it like me uh, seiko, rolex, ax and gymnastic, the heads of thousands nodding to my hand gesture, show me the money, it's not that i couldn't but i didn't shit, selling ourselves or not, you all say we couldn't do it but we didn't shit, the root of my creativity has tasted, the sweet, bitter and shit of this world, those days when i laid down to sleep on the toilet floor, it's all memories now uh they're now memories, my shoulder which shattered, thanks to the accident i met, during my part time job, the debut which i clung as if it was my life, who do you think you're fooling, by pretending you've gone through all the miseries, seiko, rolex, ax and gymnastic, the heads of thousands nodding to my hand gesture, sorrow created me uh look at me closely uh, selling ourselves or not you all say, we couldn't do it, but we didn't shit