Lyrics
Still Standing I paint my face with a perfect smile Laugh a little louder, fake it for a while Nobody sees what's hiding underneath The girl who's drowning while she helps you breathe Got scars that never made it to my skin A war that's always raging deep within I built these walls so high, I lost the door Still standing — but I'm shaking to my core I try to let it go But the past won't let me grow Screaming on the inside While I'm smiling on the low I'm fine, I'm fine — that's what I always say Fine is just the mask I wear to get me through the day I'm strong, I'm strong — but even strong girls break All I want is peace of mind and a safe space Don't rush me, don't fix me Just let me find my way I'm not broken — I'm just healing And that's okay I'm numb sometimes and sometimes I'm too much Too guarded for connection, too afraid of touch I know I'm hard to love, I know I'm hard to read Just be patient, just be present — that's all that I need A place where love don't come with pain attached Where I can breathe and not look back I don't need saving, I just need space To finally feel safe I've been down so long People counted me out But they don't know the fire That I'm carrying now I didn't come this far To stay on the ground See me — really see me Not the girl I pretend to be I came for my peace I came to win I came to finally let the light in I'm fine, I'm fine — no, actually I'm not I'm carrying every single thing that life forgot I'm strong, I'm strong — but God, I'm tired too I want my peace of mind, my safe space, and to win too Don't rush me, don't fix me Just let me find my way I'm not broken — I'm just healing And one day — I'll be okay She wants her peace of mind She wants her safe space Done just surviving She's running her own race She came to win And she will
Song details
Artist: Ea
Writer(s): Earl Aranza, E + A
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