pedestrian at best

Lyrics

i love you, i hate you, i'm on the fence, it all depends, whether i'm up, i'm down, i'm on the mend, transcending all reality, i like you, despise you, admire you, what are we gonna do, when everything all falls through?, i must confess, i've made a mess, of what should be a small success, but i digress, at least i've tried my very best, i guess, this, that, the other, why even bother?, it won't be with me on my death bed, but i'll still be in your head, put me on a pedestal and i'll only disappoint, you tell me i'm exceptional and i promise to exploit you, give me all your money and i'll make some origami, honey, i think you're a joke but i don't find you very funny, my internal monologue, is saturated analogue, it's scratched and drifting, i've become attached to the idea, it's all a shifting dream bittersweet philosophy, i've got no idea how i even got here, i'm resentful, i'm having an existential time crisis, what bliss!, daylight savings won't fix this mess. under-worked and over-sexed, i must express my disinterest. the rats are back inside my head, what would freud've said?, put me on a pedestal and i'll only disappoint, you tell me i'm exceptional and i promise to exploit you, give me all your money and i'll make some origami, honey, i think you're a joke but i don't find you very funny, i want to wash out my head with turpentine cyanide;, i dislike this internal diatribe, when i try to catch your eye, i hate seeing you crying in the kitchen, i don't know why it affects me like this, when you're not even mine to consider, erroneous, harmonious, i'm hardly sanctimonious, dirty clothes, i suppose, we all outgrow ourselves, i'm a fake, i'm a phony, i'm awake, i'm alone, i'm homely, i'm a scorpio, put me on a pedestal and i'll only disappoint, you tell me i'm exceptional and i promise to exploit you, give me all your money and i'll make some origami, honey, i think you're a joke but i don't find you very funny, put me on a pedestal and i'll only disappoint, you tell me i'm exceptional and i promise to exploit you, give me all your money and i'll make some origami, honey, i think you're a joke but i don't find you very funny