nothing will ever change

Lyrics

yeah, i've got a fucking curse, wrapped in a problem, hidden inside of my brain, and everywhere i look, hidden in every thought, the ending is the same, i don't know if i can see the blue skies, when all i see is shrouded in gray, and i don't care if i make you happy, cause every day i'm living in pain, i am thunder, i am rain, just a human hurricane, smashing everything that stands in front of me, i'm the blood that's pouring out, i'm the kingdom burning down, and i am so afraid that nothing will ever change, it's automatic negative sarcastic, it's got a hold of me destroying everything, it doesn't care if you change the greatest things, warping reality, it's running inside me, i can't see anymore, it's like the devil is pissed off burning inside me, i can't love anymore, used up burnt out borderline psycho, i am thunder, i am rain, just a human hurricane, smashing everything that stands in front of me, i'm the blood that's pouring out, i'm the kingdom burning down, and i am so afraid that nothing will ever change, i fan the flames inside of me, and i taste the blood between my teeth, buried my demons ten feet deep, but they still creep back to choke me out, i am thunder, i am rain, just a human hurricane, smashing everything that stands in front of me, i'm the blood that's pouring out, i'm the kingdom burning down, and i am so afraid that nothing will ever change, nothing will ever change, nothing will ever change, nothing will ever change, nothing will ever change, nothing will ever change, nothing will ever change